I am in a loving relationship with my flip phone.

For the last ten minutes or so i have been looking at my phone. Truly there isn’t much to look at because it’s a flip phone but it got me thinking. Thinking about how cell phones changed how we interact with others, go about our daily lives and how much time people spend on their phones. There are a few reasons why i don’t have an iPhone or an android:

1) I simply do not care enough to get one. For some people they might not understand why i don’t care so i am going to tell you (i was going to anyway but figured i just make sure). To have a smartphone doesn’t interest me. I have twitter and facebook but i feel that i don’t need a phone to check it or use snapchat and instagram because i would post pictures neither i or the people who follow me actually like. I don’t need to have all these apps that in ten years won’t even be around.

2) I like being different whether it may get me laughed at or not. For most people who find out i still have a flip phone they tend to laugh then ask me questions on why i don’t have one and why i should get one. People who i ¬†guess do not know me whether or not they grill me on not being “up to date” or “girls are going to laugh at you because of that” then that is fine with me. It’s not going to change anything. If it bothers people that much that i have a flip phone then buy me a iPhone or an android and pay for my bill and i will gladly use that phone. If not then keep your two cents because those my friend i have a enough of thank you very much.

3) I personally feel it is a waste of money. Now i am not saying it is a complete waste of money i just think phones of that caliber are a lot of money. You may be thinking “oh you must not have money to pay for those phones” i have money for a nice smartphone. Do not worry about that it is just the fact that i don’t want to spend a few hundred bucks for a phone that isn’t going to be around in a few years. I rather just keep my shitty phone for now and wait till a price drop or a phone that really intrigues me to spend that amount of money. Until that day my flip phone will be around for as long as it is still working.

Last but not least 4) Fuck what you think. Whether or not you like the fact i do have a flip phone or ask me a million and one questions to why i don’t have a better phone or just wanna good laugh go for it. Truly i have zero cares for your opinion, because at the end of the day i am still gonna call the same people, text the same people and use social media and other apps on my computer that i love very dearly as long as i can. I am happy with what technologies i have or do not have. People may have problems with it but sorry you entered the store where we are all out of fucks, sorry try again next time.

This may sound like i am complaining about other people and their opinions. Honestly it is not that, all it is me stating my opinion on others opinions and actions. If i was complaining i have others forms of doing that and i wouldn’t put those concerns on the internet for everyone who has access can see. It is just (as i said before) me stating my opinion on a certain topic some people have different opinions on.

Well its almost 8:30 and i am going to finish texting all my cool friends with my flip phone. YEAH MY PHONE FLIPS OPEN! WHAT DOES YOUR PHONE DO???!!! NOTHING BESIDES HAVE A CASE AROUND IT AND YOU CAN TOUCH THE SCREEN!!! OH YOU ARE SOOOOOOOO COOL!!! Sorry about that it had to be done. I will be in my tree fort if anyone needs me. I do apologize for the screaming that was not intended for you unless you fall into any of these four reasons. You were just being nice enough to read this and got yelled at i am sorry and one day will make it up to you by buying you a nice ice cream of your choice.

What i mean when i say “I don’t care”.

If you know well me enough i am sure enough that you will hear these three words a good amount of time come from my mouth. So whenever i get into a conversation they will just throw out the “you don’t care about anything” card. Which is fine but it never works because there is a deeper meaning to those words.

For most of life i tried to work around what others thought of me. I tried to dress a certain way and act a certain way so people would like me. Other peoples opinion effected me more than my own. To be honest i think that is ridiculous, it is because if i don’t care about how i think of myself why would others around me care? It took me years to figure out and now that i am older i care less about what others think but i have my moments where i try a little for some type of likeness and acceptance (that may sound pretty hypocritical but hey i am not perfect). I’m sure i am not the only person like this. I mean in the overall of life caring about other people’s opinions about you or anything involving you shouldn’t matter but at the same time don’t we all want to feel liked and having people feel a positive about you? I think so. Yeah there might be the one girl/guy that is like “i don’t give a shit about anyone’s opinion and i never will, fuck people.” Hey my comrade good for you, ¬†have a good day.

When you are a child you don’t really ever think about what the other kids think about you. You just want to be a kid, play with your toys, have naps and every so often have your friend from class come over and play with your new dolls or actions figures. As you get older most of kids try and fit in, all people want to do is be accepted. When middle school enters a kids life is when things start to change. Those pre-teens start having their opinions judged by other kids in school and will likely be judge because what they like or something involving them. Middle school is a weird time for a kid, after that then its high school and everything changes. High school is where your opinions get tested and you make friendships, dating and all that fun stuff. For some people it’s to try and get others to like them so they can be popular and have that acceptance they seek. It will always be like this, for some people they have a good time in high school and can look back and smile for others and for most people i know high school sucked and they wouldn’t go back because of how shitty it is. School is meant to be place to grow and gain knowledge to prepare you for the future. Truly it isn’t, in my opinion it kind of just seems like a giant popularity contest that involves homework and test/quizzes. My experience was that i don’t care about anything because that was the cool thing to do. Behind the scenes i tried to change myself so people would like me. If i was just myself and learned to like myself as a person then high school would of been a lot better and i would of had a better experience.

What i have learned is that older people don’t care what other people think or say. From what it seems like to me is that older people tend to realize how ridiculous it is to let what someone says about you or their opinion effect you. They are just living, they do what they want and say what they want and if people don’t like it then screw them. Which is good because letting someone effect what you think or feel because their opinion may not be so positive is not ok.

Just to put everything together in a nice solid ending: I don’t care about what people’s opinion on me is because i shouldn’t. I like how i dress, the music i listen to, the movies i watch, the people i hangout with. If people have a problem with that then they can start a blog talking about all of their problems. If i don’t like something about myself then i will change it or adjust it to what i want. In the grand scheme of life opinions are just words put together in a sentence. Their meaning isn’t a worth a cent.

Well it is nice to make a return to my tree fort (i took some time away from my tree house so my bed in my house didn’t feel so lonely.) Now that has passed the tree fort is in full effect. Gosh i love my tree fort.

Being popular and hobbies, interest and other things.

Movies make it seem like being popular is either really cool or really shitty. At my high school there weren’t “popular” kids. My high school was pretty small if I’m correct my graduating class was like 200 kids or so. I never quite understood why it was such a big deal being popular. Yeah the parties seems great and attractive girls but after that what is there? It just seems like a bunch of drama and bullshit that isn’t needed. Hopefully these cliques you see in high school’s ends. Yeah it is cool to have a small group of friends but I’m sure that there are other people who aren’t in your group that are just as cool and have similar interest. I had my small group of friends in high school but I also was cool and friends with people who weren’t in my friend circle. I am sure that some kids want to be in the popular group but it doesn’t seem to be worth it (as I repeated myself above). Sadly cliques in high school will always be there whether we like it or not. Maybe try and meet some new people who you wouldn’t necessarily talk to. There could be a chance a friendship sparks and getting weird starts. The world may never know.

Personally I think hobbies are the shit. I say this because hobbies are something personal that you enjoy doing by yourself or with another person. (Masturbation and sex don’t count as hobbies at least in my opinion). Everyone should have a hobby. This blog I would consider to be my hobby. It is something I can do whenever I want and I could work on it, make it better and show the world and show others why they should love it. Hobbies make the world go round. Without hobbies people would lose their mind with their free time. THE WORLD WOULD BE IN UTTER CHAOS!! ITS AN ALTERNATE DIMENSION NO ONE WANTS TO LIVE IN OK!! I KNOW FROM EXPERIENCE! I’M LYING AND I’M SORRY FOR LYING TO YOU LIKE THAT! WE DON’T EVEN KNOW EACH OTHER ALL THAT WELL. I apologize for that all caps rant, It was something that had to be done. In the near future I do plan on trying new hobbies and expanding my hobby resume and experiences. I know some will be great while others will crash and burn. DUN DUN DUNNN!!!!!!

Why do people complain about why they dislike top 40 music or mainstream music or other genres of music? Music is such an amazing way to express yourself and feel a certain way. For people who have a bad day music can be that escape and make people feel more positive. While at the same time music can make you feel sad and feel like shit. Truly it depends on what you listen to. It is a beautiful thing as I will continue to say that forever and ever. I felt this little section about music is something I wanted to say plus I don’t know music makes me feel like I’m in a glass case of emotion.

Hollywood. I’m talking to you. Please stop doing all these re-boots and remakes. I mean I understand making money is the most important thing but the fans should be important as well. If no one is seeing the movie then no money is going to be made. All these remakes from the 1980s and earlier are crazy. I mean I get there is a chance a lot of people loved the original version and that is why a remake is being made in the first place but what is the point when most of the time the remake sucks and is pointless. Now i’m not saying I have brilliant ideas or some original content that is going to make BILLIONS!!! I am just a fan who thinks there should be some change in the movie ideas and possibly more money can be made. What do I know? I am just some nineteen year old who enjoys the movies. It would be interesting if I could have an opinion but I doubt any one is going to give a shit

But while I wait…. What i will do forever

If anyone needs me ill be in my tree fort watching Power Rangers re-runs and reading Harry Potter because I really really dearly love Harry Potter and Power Rangers